tomorrow never come

Turns out I do love her. Every night I think about it, and now I feel sure that this feeling is just for him. The more I know him, though I can not be separated from him again. Michelle, I really admire you. The figure is so simple. Well, the reason for that is what makes me not dare to continue the sense of this. I, a computer business owner who is quite well known, could not fall in love with an ordinary girl like her. I am a graduate of a PTN S2 famous in Jakarta could not be with the girl who just graduated from high school. I continued my studies achieving all-time career until now, no serious intention may be to the son of a roadside stall owners like him. 6 months or more I keep on thinking that. Really, I could not be with him. What if the world said I was going out, and finally tied the knot with her unequal to me? And I'm sure I can dispel that has actually grown since the first meet him, at his father's shop. Until this day arrives. My confidence wavered. Well, it turns out all wrong prediksiku. I can not forget, for a moment. Especially lately. Do not know what made me so admired among the other girls. There are many options for me, my level girl, smart, career, from a respected family, but I could never choose. There was no one capable gadispun time-consuming and mind like Michelle. I admit that a year ago I never intended seriously with one branch office branch office managerku in Surabaya area. He was smart, disciplined, loyal, and most importantly, he also intends to serious with me. But I also do not understand why all of a sudden feeling that we lost it after getting to know each other, and finally I let him marry a business partner banks staff. Yep, the term, I became a matchmaker for people who said I care about. Strange is not it? Finally, after I know Michelle, I know the answer. I just admire it, not love. And I feel different with Michelle. Although previously there are a lot of denial and rational thinking of my feelings to him, in fact, I admit it now. I'm in love!***At that time I saw him helping an old woman crossing the street was very crowded. For some reason all of a sudden I stopped the car and decided to follow it. Turns out he then went on a roadside stall not far from where I stood looking at him. My eyes continue to follow it. He was busy serving customers. With deft hands she cleared the table, take orders, accept payments from buyers, occasionally wiping the sweat dripping from his forehead. Without realizing it, almost two hours I was there looking at him. And it goes on until one week. I remained standing there, until on the eighth day pengintaianku, I decided to eat at the shop. A difficult decision because previously I never ate at the roadside. I include people who are very careful with food. But then finally I went in too, and start choosing what food would I eat. He came, offers a menu mainstay stall. I followed his advice, coconut ice and Tripe soup but without the rice, because I'm not used to filling up on in the morning. He passed, serving My Order with the help of a middle-aged man who finally I know as her father. When he came back with My Order, I really do not understand what made me desperate to do this. He was ordinary, nothing interesting glimpse of his face. Until now I saw him smiling at her father when they were busy joking. Once familiar. Stall was still quiet, because maybe it's too early. And I deliberately chose this time so I could find an answer for the conduct anehku this week. Finally, I find. Kesahajaannya, enthusiasm, confidence, friendliness, his smile as well. I'm fascinated by him. Until many months I always have breakfast at the shop, get acquainted with his father. Talking about light chatter about current topics that made headlines in the newspapers, to tell you about his family. It turned out that Michelle's father open mind person, insightful, and very wise to address a problem. I never made awkward. Of ordinary conversation, until a serious problem regarding my future I'm talking to him. Not infrequently, Michelle also interrupted when he was busy serving customers. Responding to his father talk like that sometimes are interspersed with jokes. I seemed to feel so close to them, in addition to other feelings that I felt increasingly thrives on Michelle. But like what I said before, I did not dare to admit that this is the feeling of love, just because of social status and Michelle are very simple circumstances. But this morning, after a night I was thinking hard, I'll change it. Well, I was steady on my choice. I already knew a lot about the background of Michelle. His study of brain stuck not because Michelle was unable to, but because he succumb to her sisters. Not continue the study did not make Michelle stopped learning. Much as he knows, including computer problems. His curiosity is very high, making me more and can not take off his charm. Well, just unfortunate circumstances for him. And now, I'd love to make her happy. Stop thinking about a living for his family. Because I'm sure I could menafkahinya, outwardly and inwardly, including sending her siblings. I am more stable with this decision. Immediately kupacu Soluna metalikku green with erratic heart. This time I intend parked in front of the stall Michelle's father, so she was sure I could provide for the material. During this time I did not introduce myself to become president of a computer parts company with many branch offices throughout Indonesia. All they know I'm just a self-employed who are pursuing a career. I do not intend to lie to them, it's just that I'm interested in their sincerity and friendliness to everyone, no matter their social status. And it becomes a proof to me, that they, especially Michelle was oriented on the status and material if know someone, in contrast with people who had been near me. After that I will soon turn up, but oops! I almost hit an elderly grandmother who stumble across. Luckily, I quickly mastered the situation until my car could be stopped at the curb before he could hit a large banyan tree on the side of the road. Huff! I drew a sigh of relief. I went out, just want to know the circumstances, the old grandmother. But he seems okay, maybe just a little bit surprised. But there were plenty of people who come and help him, including Michelle. He immediately embraced the old grandmother before she screamed loudly. I'm surprised to see it. Grandma was fine, even now can stand without the help of Michelle. But Michelle kept staring at my car with tears in his eyes. Also I heard him softly calling my name. Then came the father of Michelle, Michelle saw the situation and calm. There segulir tears falling down her cheeks. I do not understand. Soon I approached Michelle, I want to marry that girl. I can not stand it cried like this. But if he did not see me, ran up to my car. Apparently there are many people around my car, pulled the body of a young man covered in blood from the front seat of my car. I'm surprised, and walked over. Seeing Michelle who still continued to cry, also his father. Then I saw that face, full of blood, but I can still recognize it. She is me